Being 15 and seeing kids who are 10, 11, 12, having to go through all this is heart wrenching. I hope you all who are going through something know that there are always gonna be people who care about you. Don't give up, keep going, you got this. Stay strong everyone.❤💪
As someone who is only 12 and goes through half of this on a daily basis it feels weird seeing others my age act the complete diffrent way and it feels awkward as well because of my past and non of my "friends" jave gone through it(i think) and its difficult trying to relate to someone completely diffrent
Same, im 12 like you and seeing all those other people just still happy even after what they’ve said I guess sometimes it angers me, tbh I don’t even know if I even care about myself sometimes. :( hopefully your getting better though.
kiddo, you are worth it, yes we are strangers i don’t know you at all, but i’m still concerned for YOU , YOU matter okay :) talk to me anytime love ❤️ please take care of yourself
0:01, a few years ago, my past GF committed. She was the only person that literally connected to my very soul, she was beautiful, she was cool, and she always had a little smile everytime I saw her. I loved her. We always talked about the future, we planned what college we would go to, we talked about being lawyers(we both loved law), having pets and living in a comfortable house. I always knew we both had problems, but her mental health was so much worst than mine at the time, I felt so stupid that I couldn’t recognize the signs even when I, myself, once showed those signs of committing. She was a part of me, and when I found out she was gone forever, I broke apart. It took me a long 3 and half years to piece back what was once me. This audio reminds me of all the hours we spent talking about moving in, how our daily lives would be like, stupid things we would buy for our house. I still plan on becoming a lawyer, buying stupid things for my front lawn, partying with my friends, staying up all night, just without her now.
+ on a side note, I am doing better. I have friends that I like talking too, a new kitten that I love with all my heart, and is quite possibly being the version of myself after so many years of living numb.
I remember when I had just gotten into middle school, two years ago. I was bullied by one of my 'friend's' and a group of kids because I expressed myself as apart of the LGBTQ community and I dressed different than them. I was body shamed by them. while I walked home every day they would splash water on me and make fun of me. I seeked fo help as much as I could but nobody helped me. They would make fun of me. That was the same year that I did self harm. And after confronting my 'friend' two years later, he claimed it as a joke. And people still make fun of me for looking and dressing different from them. I've tried so hard to seek help, I asked my mum to see a doctor or go to therapy, she said yes but I still haven't seen a doctor nor have I gotten the help I need. I'm healing from those dark times and I am currently one year sober from self harm and I have a wonderful boyfriend who loves me for who I am. This is a reminder to never give up and to try your hardest to stay strong even if it seems you no longer can't. Just know that someone will always be there for you when you need it.
2:19 - 2:29 I relate to this so much. My mom died when i was a kid. I can't understand why this shit happened to me... I miss her so much and suffer from hard depression all these years.
It's insane seeing kids so young go through stuff like this. I was there once so just... please, if you're struggling, please hold on. If I made it you can to. The world fought me and I punched back. I believe in you, all of you.
Hey there.. You seem..upset Do you wanna vent or talk about it? I won’t tell a soul. That is a secret, and I’m not somebody who spreads it like (blep) wildfire Go ahead, tell me :) If you don’t wanna talk It’s alright❤ Go ahead and rest if that’s what you came to do, don’t worry, I will watch over you starshine. Have you eaten today..? Here🍊 Eat up, you need to eat :( Starving yourself is not okay, I have more food, Don’t worry about me hon, I’m fine Just rest up, I’m here to support you, you can talk to me. Don’t be afraid
I wish I had a mother that cared and didn’t leave me, a dad that cared about his dying daughter that is trying to survive all of this, friends that stay with me, I want love. I want it so bad..
Im so sorry to hear that.. :( May your friends rest in peace. And please dont do it again man.. Its not gonna be worth it. I know its really hard but i promise you that something good will come soon.. We love you man and we're here for you even though if its just virtual.. 🫂♥
I am just 11 and i am dealing with all of this shit.. I felt like, i didn't get to have a childhood at all. they call me useless, lazy and shit when i am doing my best. I want to die- but i don't. i still want to live.. i don't want this. i am tired of making my parents love me. i don't get it at all.
Im so sorry to hear that dear.. You dont deserve any of this :( But please remember that i am so proud of you for making it this far so please hang on. I promise you everything will get better soon. I love you
I’m 12 and I have alot of family issues and other shit that im dealing with too. I have the same problem (not trying to make this about me I’m just saying I’m going through the same thing) I hope you become better soon. You can talk to me if you want too. Everything’s gonna get better soon I promise. :) ❤️🩹
I'm 21, turning 22 next month. I wanted to kill myself since I was your age, it never went away, but I was somehow able to make it to this age. Talk to people you love. You'll find a way to get through life, whether it's a support system or medication some day. Live so you can get better. If not now, in the future. You'll be okay. I believe in you.
3:46-4:34 is so real I've always have beens a selfless person who cares about my friend's and family and when they need help i was there but now they say there to busy to hangout or talk even when i beg for them to talk to me and help they still ignor me and hangout with other people why does this have to happen EDIT:No one is probably going to care or read this comment but i rote this comment to get something of my chest and it gave me the courage to abandon these friends and in our last conversation they said they didn't care and thought i was being dramatic so i said fuck you and just left and i thought it was going hurt but i actually felt relieved and good now im really trying to focus on my mental health and just trying to find better friends EDIT 2: hello, i have gone through a lot of slef improvement and now i have constantly been happy im a little stressed from school even if i just started a few weeks ago but i have rediscovered my love for animation and now im starting to play the guitar it feels so good to wake up and feel prepared for the day i wish everyone here the best of luck and please find something that helps you even if it barely improves your life keep doing it all the small victories add up and you will succeed enjoy life the clock tics every second
@𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐳𝐢‹𝟹You know what? I started when I was like 9/10 too. Now I am 19. I am still struggling but you know in some way it gets better. There are some really hard times but also some good times. I am sorry you have to deal with this. But remember you and your body don't deserve it. Believe me. Try to fight even if it you feel hopeless. I know you can do it! Stay alive
if you can, get a pet :) or start a hobby that requires you to practice a lot, it’ll keep you occupied and seeing any progress will give you something to look forward to. i understand if this doesn’t work, but it worked for me a couple years ago. i don’t know your situation or what you’re going thru, but i can atleast say it should get better. it’s not guaranteed when or for how long, but it will eventually. even if just for a moment, it’s progress. i believe you can do well, with whatever it is you’re going thru. it’s hard asf but giving yourself time and understanding, it becomes a little more bearable. i love you and any progress you’ve made, im so very proud of you :) take care my love
I feel like shit I'am 11 fuck... :( I have scars all of my thighs and my shoulders(I never self-harmed on my arms/wrists ) I hate the fact that I was sa at the age of 10 like wtf My "friends"call my wale cow or pig ect To my dad I'm lazy,useless and "YOu DOn'T HaVE mENtaL HeAlth yOu'Re 11ComE oN" To my sister I'm ugly,stupid A SHITTY HUMAN BIENG... I love my mom and she love me a lot she is the only one that actually love me I love my best friend he lister to me he hugs when I vent/cry he doesn't judge me when I eat I love him( not in a romantic way I'm lesbian) I feels not judgment for him, he knows when I'm down and he just I don't know ..... I just have to fake everything but he knows he understands the addiction(self-harm) I has never feels fat when I'm with and him and my girlfriend My gf (ava) she doesn't know the feeling but she is ALWAYS there for me I want to go on a ed but food is comfort for me and I hate that I want to be shinny sooooo bad I HATE HAVING BOOBS WHY CAN'T I JUST BE FALT :((( When I tell someone they say : you're lucky to have big boobs NOOOOOOOO I'am not I was 10 fucking 10! 10! I don't really sleep at night at all And I just cry al night ... I'm done not with life I mean kinda but no really if you know Thank for listening to screams for help thank you thank you a lot I love you❤
Im so sorry for what you went trough but your body isn't the reason you got assaulted and its NOT your fault a predetor will always be a predetor no matter how ur body looks.(abt the SH part) download im sober and sign in w sh addiction .(mental problems) talk to ur mother and explain what you feel and what you r doing to yourself and say that you want to see a therapist.Btw have u told anyone that you were assaulted?(bb love u)
As a 12 year old i need to be good otherwise i cant do something if i cant do something i will be sad about it if i be sad about it i cant do something if i cant do something i will be accepted as a loser a nobody if i get accepted as a loser or nobody i will be hating myself if i hate myself i will hate my body if i hate my body i will cut me if i cut me i will do it again if i do it again will kms if i kms then im dead if im dead i made other people stress cry and thinking they have the fault and i dont want that but i still want to be dead but if i want it but i cant i just accept and move on if i move on and accept i will get drowned in my feelings if i do that i just ignore it but if i jsut ignore it it will come back and again and again and if that happens then its all over. if its all over then i make my family stress and my friends you and other people and i dont want that to happen so i just live and try to forget and move on. (I cant anymore i can but idk if its enough)
Dear im so sorry to hear all the struggles ur going through.. but i promise u that it will soon get better. If u need someone to talk to feel free to add me on discord. Discord : Pudding#0002 Sending hugs and loves ❤🫂 And i want to remind u that im so proud of u for making it this far
Im sorry to hear that dear. But please dont starve yourself, its not gonna be worth it. And please remember that you did nothing wrong and that it was never your fault. If you need anyone to talk to, we're here for you
I once tried to kill myself, and said goodbye on Twitter since I have a lot of friends there. I failed. So I send a few pic to say I’m sadly still alive. But the hospital room had strangers in there so I put some familiar pics, someone found out but I was just too panic and blocked them. They told other people, and then all of my friends left me. I tried to explain but got cut off. Now everyone hates me.
Dear im really sorry to hear that.. But im really glad that your still here.. I know u prob dont like it but am so proud of u for being here. And please i want to remind u that i love you and not everyone hate you. Were here for you if u need anything
4:36 my family 🙁☹️ i never hangout with them bc all i know is them thinking lm not Worth of their time, lm just some attention seeker I don't know why they don't understand me?. 😕
real real (i cant no anymore i hope for a better life a better world for anyone and myself but i cant anymore the thoughts of suicide are too much its too much for my head that i dont even try to to be happy again im trying to survive every night not km$ and trying to sleep i would do anything to be happy again for 1 or 2 days and not trying to end it all i hope it gets better very soon but it doesnt feel like its getting better its getting worse and good but at the moment im really unstable i should be fucking happy man. hope next year is gonne be my year or im going to kms again.
Hello! I got this audio from tiktok and the title is ' im tired of fighting " for further information heres the link for it vt.tiktok.com/ZSLn71kjd/ Im sorry i dont really know about it but hope this helps!❤🫂
