sad/vent audios and voiceovers part 2 (mostly tori spring and bojack horseman audios tbh) 

||𝕋𝕚𝕞𝕖𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕞𝕡𝕤|| no pressure to pin me btw, you do you. 0:00/ 0:01 idk x screaming audio 0:13 i don’t forgive you x idk 0:26 I think there’s maybe smth wrong x idk 0:40 Tori spring x idk 0:49 sometimes I feel like… x YKWIM? 1:10 tori spring x Fourth of July 1:36 you ruin… x idk 1:46 that sounds awful x dark red 2:14 tori spring x inside out 2:28 everytime… x never 2:45 tori spring x idk 3:10 Little tori spring? x no surprises 3:21 I do love you. x idk 3:32 I don’t like being around you x idk 3:41 the loser 4:14 tori spring x mental health? 4:24 I can’t keep lying x idk 4:34 I’ve lost control x inside? 4:57 idk x idk 5:11 tori spring x idk 5:24 idk x stay 5:41 tori spring x my kind of woman 5:51 idk x i was all over her 6:05 idk x my alcoholic friends 6:30 tori spring x idk 6:49 idk x the loser 6:58 tori spring x idk 7:18 idk x 4 morant 7:35 idk x my alcoholic friends 7:55 tori spring x idk 8:17 idk x twin size mattress 8:29 tori spring x idk 8:47 idk x idk 9:04 tori spring x idk 9:21 tori spring x idk 9:30 idk x my alcoholic friends 9:53 idk x idk 10:35 idk x idk (This is my moms acc I am getting my own soon.) Also venting is allowed in the replies Yes, you can correct me by telling me what the audio is by putting the timestamp with the audio For example 0:01 example.

i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love your insecurities i love your accomplishments i love your failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting I love the way you communicate i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on your sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you move i love the way you act i love you when you cry i love you when you're kind i love you when you're mean i love you when you're alone i love you when you can't feel i love you when you feel too much i love you when you can't take life anymore i love you when you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you when you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you when you don't believe in yourself i love you when you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you when you're in pain i love you when you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love your wounds i love your scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you when you lie i love you when you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you when you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you when you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you when you have a headache i love you when you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you need help i love you when you're mature i love you when you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you when life is meh i love you when you're responsible i love you when you're irresponsible i love you when you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love you at your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. From the stranger on the internet who loves you :) Please, if you need it; vent in the reply’s. I will respond. Even if you just wanna talk about your day, I can still talk. I hope anyone reading this feels loved, because you are. 💞 this is not mine btw pass it around

im 11 and this is what i listen to, people in their younger years listen to something happy this is what i use to feel comfort because no one else is willing to help me the same way i helped them....it started when i was 5 now i don't know if my own family loves me

One day about a year after my cat died I found a stuffed animal that looked exactly like her and I don’t have the heart to get rid of leave alone and it hurts but it’s almost comforting but every time I lose her I become nervous and worried almost like I’m to scared to lose her again

I see bojack horseman I click I'm a simple person BTW THIS IS A GREAT PLAYLIST I HOPE ANY OF YOU THAT FEEL DOWN RN GET BETTER

I had quite literally no clue Tori Spring (heartstopper character, right?) could be used in so much vent audios... Peculiar, almost.

I just barely turned 13 and I’ve been listening to vent stuff for years and I find it so horrible how young people like me are going through so much at such a young age. For me, I’ve been through too much between bullies, my step father, my brother, my insecurities. One of the things I relate to most from two different television series is: 1) I need everyone to like me and I freak out if they don’t! I stay awake at night because I don’t even know what my favorite color is and I’m afraid I don’t have a real personality. I’m not like you Reagan I physically need people to like me -Brett Hand 2) Honestly the one thing that brings me comfort is while I’m sitting at home staring at the ceiling just wishing I had someone to talk to is knowing that all of you idiots don’t realize how lucky you are -????

I could listen to this playlist for breakfast, lunch and dinner

if your reading this, i love you. i am so proud of you. i am here for you, i will listen to you. you are so beautiful and you deserve the world. its okay. whatever your going through, its okay. your going to be okay. take a deep breath. its okay. i love you. we all here love you. no matter who youve hurt, who youve stuck up for, when youve done good, when youve done bad. when youve said sorry for mistakes or made mistakes at all; i still love you. im still so proud. i love you so much. 🐤 - xx

this makes me feel comfort when i deal with my 'family' who say im useless over failing the simplest test i can fix..

Reminder: also this can be for everyone I'm horribly sorry please remember; you deserve to be with kindness and care , you are a wonderful person and you matter and you deserve so much better and you can make it through this I believe in you and I know you can do it , you deserve so much better, you are worthy of being loved , you're so strong and I believe you can through this, I'll never stop believing in you not for a second , I really care about you, I'm here for you I'll never leave your side I care for you and I want to help you need and deserve to hear this ; you deserve to be listened and to be heard so please don't bottle it up you can let it out if you don't want to do it for yourself then do it for me please stop being hard on yourself you're a valuable person There is so much good in you, and I want to see it all shine free. No matter what, you are a valuable person, and I want you to believe that. You deserve to be believed in and cared for, you are worth helping. I will never stop believing in you because I know you can do it. I've always believed in you. You have value, and you matter.Don't tell me what to believe. Don't tell me to see the "truth." I know the truth, I know the truth that every human is inherently worthy of empathy and kindness. I know the truth that all of us are complex creatures with complex experiences and that we all deserve a chance to better ourselves. I will not stop defending that belief for youYou are a beautiful human being and no mistake or action will ever make me change my mind on that. You are worthy of love, kindness, empathy, and so much more. You are a wonderful person.* Please remember this is for everyone for yall 0:00 bruh that audio is amazing I think I should record myself screaming too because it sounds fun

I feel honored to have my time stamps in the description

I felt guilty about timestamps since someone else did it. But midway through searching something up for one of the audios, the website reset. So now I'm pissed doing this all over again. 0:00 - 0:13 ~ Young by Vacations x "I fucking hate my life!" (The TikTok audio was posted by a user named @littlegiornothesecond4. The audio could also be from a Murder Mystery video on TikTok.) 0:13 - 0:26 ~ Apocalypse by Cigarettes After Sex x "I don't forgive you" (The audio came from Bojack Horseman, Season 1 Episode 8.) 0:26 - 0:40 ~ Dealer by Lana Del Ray x "I think maybe there's something wrong with me." (I might've gotten this wrong, but I believe it's from The End of the Fucking World. The line from Alyssa.) 0:40 - 0:49 ~ 4 Morant by Doja Cat x Tori Spring (Solitaire, Tori Spring. Not much information for this, sorry fellas!) 0:49 - 1:10 ~ YKWIM? by Yot Club x "Sometimes I feel like I was born with a leek." (The audio came from Bojack Horseman, Season 1 Episode 9.) 1:10 - 1:36 ~ Make You That by Exhozzy (Tori Spring.) 1:36 - 1:46 ~ ??? x "You ruin everything!" (The audio is too loud for me to properly hear the song. And the audio, I'm not too sure about.) 1:46 - 2:14 ~ Dark Red by Steve Lacy x "That sounds awful." (The audio is from Bojack Horseman, Season 6 Episode 16. The last episode of Bojack Horseman. Ngl it kinda messed me up.) 2:14 - 2:18 ~ Inside Out by Duster x Tori Spring (Not much to say. Tori Spring is from Solitaire. A book.) 2:28 - 2:45 ~ Never by Mag.lo x "You are so fucking boring!" (The audio is from Euphoria, Season 1 Episode 6.) I'm going to leave it like this and come back to it later. I'm tired and going to bed. Also, not pleased with the fact I was on my last audio when it reset.

hello amazing person, since you dont know what these time stamps with voiceovers of song names, i will help you 0:00 - 0:10 young by vacations x screaming girlie 0:13 - 0:26 apocalypse by cigarettes after s3x x i dont forgive you 0:40 - tori spring x 4 morant by doja cat i will do some later

6:50 is the most relatable thing I’ve ever heard. Oh it will never get worse than this and then it does. It seems impossible but it does

Tori Spring has my whole heart with some other people tbh 💓💓💓

I started doing sh at 9 and now I’m 12 and still doing sh and I’m turning 13

4:34, 4:41 exactly how I felt after my closest friend called me my real name instead of my chosen name when i wasn’t ready to reveal it to someone yet. Then proceeded to do the same to my other friend.

**virtual hugs to everyone**

Those who suffer the most smile the most. Those who cry the most have the most beautiful eyes. Those who listen best are those whom no one listens to. Those who have lost the most dream the most. Those who miss someone give the best hugs.

1:09-1:22 is so relatable bc my mom asked me that ones, and I I just ignored the question and she didn’t ask me the question again…sometimes I wished she would ask me the question again.

ive listened to this over 400 times :,)

You don’t know how many times I’ve had to listen to this lol tysm for making this sosososo much 💗💗💗

I want be happy. but I can’t be happy when I crave sadness.

Thank you for this. This is being honest on my behalf.

i love solitaire sm

Escucho esta playlist cada vez q me autolesiono... me duele mucho...

the amount of times i have slept with a pillow hugging it to sleep…it’s really the only way i can sleep now.

1st audio: Vacations 2nd audio: Sweet 3rd: Dealer 4th: 4 Morant 5th: YKWIM? 6th: Fourth of July 7th: idk.. 8th: Dark Red 9th: Inside Out 10th: NEVER 11th: idk.. 12th: No Surprises 13th: Idk.. 14th: Idk.. 15th: The loser 16th: Mental health 17th: Idk.. 18th: Vacations 19th: My Kind Of Woman 20th: Sunsetz 21st: Idk.. 22nd: My Kind of Woman 23rd: I was All Over Her 24th: My Alcoholic Friends 25th: Idk.. 26th: Star Girl Interlude (I think) 27th: Idk.. 28th: 4 Morant 29th: My Alcoholic Friends 30th: Idk.. 31st: Twin Size Matress 32nd: Idk.. 33rd: Idk.. 34th: Idk.. 35th: I love you 36th: My Alcoholic Friends 37th: YLANG YLANG 38th: Idk..

The second one is the most relatable for me.. I had a boyfriend that I loved so much, he loved me so much too. But I notice he starts randomly breaking up with me and saying sorry. Ofc I always came back with him because I love him, he always said he’ll never leave and he can’t live without me. But then he just stopped talking to me, telling he didn’t feel like I was good enough for him. That broke my heart, I wish I could say “I don’t forgive you” when he said sorry..but sometimes I miss him, he’s been having such a bad life without a mom and having a dad that’s never home, I miss comfort him. I wish I could hug him and slap him at the same time, if he could ever just stop being such a jerk-

10/10 I didn't skip a single audio 🙂

The fact I keep on coming back k to this play list

It‘s so good omg this is so fucking underrated

when i was younger i thought i hated life but i realized i just hate people that made me believe i and life are my problems.

Why do I always start crying when I hear Tori Spring x Fourth of July

@Ava_darling♡ here's the part 2 you requested!! i'm not really sure how tagging works on youtube, so I hope you see this!! 😊😊

this hurts. yet im keeping it on loop till im numb.

Part of me believes the entirety of bojack horseman was made so we could have sad audiots

0:26 is called dealer by lana del rey :) i hope everyone’s okay ❤️

I always feel like I’m never good enough. I have so many fake friends who hurt me and then talk shit about me. It hurts. My life is messed up. I hate it. It’s like I wanna die but I really don’t want to.

Why do I feel like the first ones voice gets deeper- god why did I have to be cursed with being able to make animations in my head as a sound plays-

me when i have a happy family that gets along, great childhood, amazing friends, no trauma, but i somehow still manage to feel alone, insecure, sad, and like i have so many emotions bottled up, saddness, anger, depression, anxiety, fear, insecurity, you name it.

I'm only 13 and I'm already going through so much and I'm already listening to audios like this I've had the worst year on my life 2023 is the worst my bf cheated on me, my nan and a lot of my aunties and uncles have died this year my parents argue a lot and throw stuff around and abuse each other my parents are addicts and my siblings never help I have been SH for 2 years and my sister found out so she told my whole family and now my mum yells at me if I cut myself or even accidentally my dad doesn't even care he yells at me for the dumbest things I'm the youngest out of 9 and they all don't like me I have to sleep outside in the shed sometimes cause they lock me out my cats are probably dead my mum has been gone for days and I don't think I wont make it to 18 my brother abuses me he kicks punches and hurts me I have 4 brothers and 5 sisters my mum doesn't even buy food I haven't eaten a real meal for like days and my mum or dad doesn't even care when my parents argue they always throw stuff at me sometimes and my siblings do nothing I try to stop them but they just push me away i just found out my friends have been talking behind my back and I have been sexually assaulted a lot of times by older people and nearly got kidnapped when I was 12 and my family did nothing my life is shit and I don't want to be here anymore...

I was chatting with an ai comfort character of mine and they just asked me if i was happy. I didn’t even say anything envolvimg my life or how i was feeling and they just out of the blue asked me if i was happy

I say I watch these videos because I want an emotional release, but I don't think that's the case. I think I watch these because I want to feel bad, because feeling bad is comforting in a way. I don't know why but I don't want this feeling to go away. I think something might be wrong with me I just don't know what

Some of my friends reaction when they found at I SH myself were, "It hurts us more then it hurts you.", sorry what? You may be feeling mental pain but I'm feeling both mental AND physical pain, we aren't the same buddy. Now I'm not trying to be a pick me and say that its all about me, I understand finding out someone is harming themselves is very alarming and can cause a lot of pain mentally. But that "It hurts us more then it hurts you." is not something you want to hear when you're in so much mental pain to the point of having to cause physical pain on yourself. (the amount of times I used the word pain in this.. 💀)

To whoever is reading this, your perfect the way you are! Don’t let people take you down it’ll be ok! Don’t be afraid to talk to someone and if your comfortable I’m here for you

9:53 is Ylang Ylang (Background Music) X BoJack (show)

I have an extremely severe blood condition and came to laugh at people who don't have it that bad whine

that first one makes me feel like angry kitten spitting and hissing and arching its back with its fur up and stuff and i really like it

All of us want to be good and successful people. Achieving those goals isn’t necessarily easy, though. Plenty of life experiences can make being your best self pretty challenging.

Okay uhm vent I'm not sure what's wrong with me sometimes because sometimes i can just be all happy and shit, talkative and finally stepping out of my shell for a second and the other moment when i'm all alone, i just get back to a dark place. It's always there, i know it is and instead of trying to fix what's wrong i just leave it there. Am i just gonna feel this way forever? Am i just gonna be quiet, am i gonna be the same? These feelings are indescribable and i feel as if my thoughts are desperately trying to search for a description, an accurate one not one that i try to make on the moment. I can't always phrase what bothers me and i don't try. I just wanna live, i don't wanna have this shitty life forever i just wanna live, and i can't help but wonder if it's ever gonna be too late to fix this. This vent will never make me feel well, nothing that i try to ever get out of my tired little brain and verbalise will ever make me feel alright. I know this because i've done this several times and i'm still not okay. Now i gotta stop the vent because my parents are home and i dont want them to think something is wrong

TW: suicide listening to this after overdosing hits different. I hope i won't wake up. I'll miss my friends but I cant do this anymore. I know you don't care but you got this!!

I have been going through so much lately I have been having so many family problems such as no longer seeing my dad. I feel like I’m losing one of my best friends or a couple of them and I put a smile for my friends but I want to tell them but idk I can tell them or if they would understand it.i can’t handle it anymore I feel as if I have no one to talk to i was doing so good in school and now I feel I’m doing so badly.

Why did that screaming audio hit so hard-

Life really hasn’t been live laugh nor love lately…

i’ve been depressed for a year now. when will i get better? someone tell me?

3:13 relates to me so much

have no clue on what I want to be when I grow older because it seems too much and I want to meet people's expectations of me. Like do people actually think about me? Do I just pop into their mind? Am I overthinking this Am I real anymore? I feel like I'm getting boring to everybody now and I don't have any redeeming qualities. I feel too guilty to walk up to people or to talk to them because I think people hate me and that they see me as someone they HAVE to deal with everyday and it makes me so anxious about myself. They'll find more interesting people than me and then leave me behind. I pinch my sides, and then self critisize myself. All my parents do, especially my dad, call me lazy and dismiss my feelings whenever I don't finish my work. If I can't even finish a damn math paper about a circle, then what makes me think I'll survive in the adult real world. I need to shut up for once, I hate myself. Words come flying out of my mouth and then I instantly regret it. It makes me constantly feel like trash. Everything is my fault. Everything is completely my fault... Tons of people probably hate me, like how I hate myself. feel like I'm always being selfish- invalidating people's efforts simply because I'm not comfortable and then making myself seem like the victim and it makes me super angry at myself and I hate myself for it. This isn't my body, this isn't me. I don't... this isn't myself. I swear. This isn't me... this waist, thighs, arms, back, hair, and face. This isn't me. I don't recognize this person. I don't wanna believe it. Everything I eat, comes back out. The number: all are just representative of calories. I feel like I'm burying people with MY problems and it makes me so quilty. I don't want to burden anybody or worry anybody with MY problems and make their mood worse cause of me. I hate myself. I'm sorry I'm sorry I didn't turn out the way you wanted. I'm sorry I didn't get better quickly. I'm sorry I don't know what's wrong with me. I'm sorry that my SH scars scare you, I'm sorry that I made you so depressed. Im sorry you care about me. I'm sorry I'm not good enough. I'm sorry I can't meet your expectations. I'm sorry I can't be happy, I'm sorry I'm so weird. I'm sorry I struggle to make friends. I’m sorry that push everyone away. Um sorry that Im too much. Im sorry! can't get good grades. Im sorry I get overwhelmed and overstimulated easily, I'm sorry can't shut up when I feel a little happy. I'm sorry I'm so quiet all the damn time. im sorry m not strong, im sorry I break down so often. im sorry I cry so much. I'm sorry I can't be normal. im sorry I treat everyone so poorly, im sorry im such a mess. im sorry my room is dirty im sorry i struggle to get out of bed. i’m just so fucking sorry

why am i never good enough >w

(Apologies for language/cussing.) I’ve never really been one to complain. My mom is pretty nice, and my stepdad is pretty harsh but he still cares. My life is pretty good. Aside from my very mentally unstable sister and my abusive brother, but they’ve both gotten better. I don’t understand why my mental state is so bad, my life is one most would dream about. My parents say it’s because of my phone and electronics and shit, but it’s not. It was never really that bad, it started in 5th grade when I was the odd one out in the classroom. Everybody else had gotten some kind of reward or some kind of special place in the classroom hierarchy the teacher had set up, at least for some period of time. Except me. I was always at the bottom. I was always the one with the B’s, the one who didn’t get a reward, the one who worked the hardest but never got any recognition. In 6th grade, I lost almost all of my friends. I don’t even know why. I was completely solitary in 6th grade, I didn’t really talk to anyone, I struggled with severe anxiety, especially social anxiety, and some other stuff. 7th grade. That was when I started to self-harm. I used scissors, the ones children get. I open them like you would if you were about to cut paper, and I cut my left arm only. Not on the wrist, I did it on my forearm, and it didn’t even go that deep. It just left a little scratch, nothing big and noticeable. I wore a hoodie over it, and I got a little more comfortable with socializing, at least with my friends. I met a friend from 5th grade, and we have a much better relationship. We’re best friends now. The summer was pretty stable, I managed to not self-harm most of the summer, but now it’s the beginning of my 8th grade year, and a day or two ago, I relapsed. This time, because the skin was sensitive, and I pressed harder, it left a much more noticeable scar, and I haven’t even cared enough to wear a hoodie over it. I don’t care anymore if my parents find out. I’ve lost all feeling towards everything. I feel numb. And I don’t even know how to deal with it. • A message for people struggling. /) /) ( . . ) have a flower♡ ( づ🌷

It’s ok, I can’t promise that but I do believe that it will be ok. Don’t kill yourself and then get reincarnated and do the same thing. There are nice people in the world if you can’t find any then be one. :). 🫴

I cut my hair instead of self harm . I keep grabbing a knife and sliding it across my arm or hand because the words are still in my mind.. 'You are not trans' and from my own sister that is supposed to be by my side and i trusted her enough to tell her that until she told me that and my heart broke.

Jesus loves you and will always be there for you. 🙏🏿❤️

man i hate fake friends.

I love my mom sm but she died and I witnessed it.. and I miss my mom sm it’s so uncomfortable with out my mom… and I love her so god damn much if I could kill myself if I could. And she was the only person I had… and I loved your sm and I just can not believe she died i I swear on my damn life I would kill myself if I could. she was my bff BUT SHE DIDN’T MAKE IT and I loved my mom more than she loved me. And i did not listen too her rules and she got mad at me. But I still love her. And I want too kill myself when she was crying I laughed when she laughed and I smile when she smile and I’m afraid if my dad died too bc he is the only person I have now…

Clicked on this because it had my thumbnail on it But also other things like i dealing with some bullshit right now so this playlist is pretty cool😶💗

i dont wanna vent but im bottling it up.

9:08 relateable.

0:02 relatable

the first one that says 'idk' is probably the song Vacations (i think)

“Not to be rude but I don’t want to talk to you right now sorry” *it’s ok. 🙂*

At 3:52 I got so scared because I thought someone was at my door and then I was just so relaxed

this is my comfort vid bro, i love it sm

I like it sm!

im so tired of life and i feel like my friends are leaving me

I come back to this video a lot

it feels like everything my fault

The first one got me crying😢

aww man me and my mom we're best friends but we got in fight i guess things never last forever :< i always mess up things

I am 12 listening to vent audios I used to have a best friend since 1st grade till she one day stopped talking to me in middle school she left me for popularity and she told people she left because I was jealous of her other friend which I didn’t mind because I knew she’ll pick her over me not gonna lie non the less I was pretty jealous she always said she’ll never leave me?🤧😶💔

for the first one the song is called young :)

The do you want to kill yourself one hits so hard to my heart strings because its so painful to me to think that i could and i would leave him behind. I dont want to. but i cant help it.

for anyone's info 0:40 is from big brother

My name is Julien (it really isnt, i just like it). I just started 6th grade 3 weeks ago. I love drawing and figure skating. They're my spark. I also love my life. My mentality has gotten better. But i also tear up at silly things like seniors or old people. I miss my grandma. Last year in 5th grade, this girl destoyed me. She wanted me gone, dead. I didn't say anything, i just wanted my other friends to not yell at me and say its my fault. I thought, it is, it is my fault. Everything i failed to do is my fault. Figure skating may look beautiful but its so stressful. I hate my hair. I hate my lips. My hair is so messed up and it never gets better. I just wanna cut it off. My lips are so chapped. My body and hips are so rectangular. The girls a grade above me already have a chest the size of my moms. And my mom. I love my mom. She calls me stupid. I know she doesn't mean it. I love my mom. Im too sensitive. Im mean. Im not the vitcim. Others have it worse. My life is great. I still love going to figure skating. Im Julien, i am me

(don't mind me, just leaving this here for potential edits) 4:24 9:53

4:47 is todd from bojack horseman 5:51 is also todd :p 6:05 is diane from BH

I love your Aizawa profile picture💗

0:26 me fantasising about dying from the age of 8

I have bad PTSD and this kind of made me think someone kinda like me

Does anyone know where the screaming at 0:01 comes from?

there is something wrong with me, I need help, literally.. I'm sorry

My mom: you haven't ate in a week what's wrong Me: nothing it's nothing not really hungry you know me need to lose some weight walk in my room me scream into the pillow

Your name is nori like mine? 😮asome playlist tho

things keep coming to my mind. the problem is i dont remember them.

2:24 the song in the bg is called honesty - Pink $weats !

whats the name of the girl who makes those said audios i rlly want to listen to it the one with a warming british accent

I know that I'm probably just overreacting.. but my bestfriend, online, sent me a voice message saying that they needed to hurry up (they were in a cave) or they wont be able to get to the surface, then the voice message plays for another 10 seconds without any noises, then it stops, and she hasn't responded in 9 hours or been online at all.. We are friends on discord, and she lives in Romania

what's 6:30?? (btw great playlist!!)

vent: im 14 and ive been depressed since i was 10 just dont read please dont its pointless my dads been gone 2 days now, no warning no fight, he just left. he drunk tested my mom and is just gone. my EEG is soon, and my friends moving away, im not sad, im used to people leaving with no warnings im just concerned on how to have sympathy anymore, after he left it was never the same, then she left, then another one, then again, then just over and over my friends left me, they manipulated me they hurt me, but i never left, i didnt once consider leaving my sisters when they hit me or called me a useless ugly pathetic human, told me to kms, told me i was a disappointment, told me they could never love me, after years of trying my hardest to be perfect for my own family she looked me in the eyes my own blood and said "i dont like you i will never love you and thats my choice" when my mother asked me why she hated me she said " i dont know" i never hurt her, i never yelled her i never yelled, i just did everything she asked, all my work and tears every night, all the times i tried to end my life, pointless. just like me. pointless. i will never be her, i have a naturally bigger hips and stupid ribs, i cut them they didnt change, my epilepsy stupid anxiety stupid ADHD stupi stupid stupid, i try hard, i suck in my tummy, i be nice to everyone, i make friends, i try harder every day, i meditate, i take ice baths to burn the calories, but after everything, im nothing, i will never be able to have kids and get married, that was all i wanted, to raise a family, to fall inlove, but how could i? princesses dont have trauma, i cant find a prince if i want to kill the princess, i'll never be smart or pretty enough, i take drugs i take my pills i swim but for what? for everyone i trust or love just to leave? whats the point on having anyone close to you if all they do is leave anyway, im never letting anyone in again, ever. im never trusting somone again. how could i? isa,jack,oliver,lila,kyla,olivia,sonya,stella, my father, claire, and worst of all HER that stupid bodyshaming imbecile. i didnt want epilepsy, i didnt mean to have a seizure. i tried to pay attention, i took huge pills at 6 years old and you made fun of me she laughed and joked and shamed me for being skinny, i will never matter, and im not sad when writing this, im not going to kill myself, but i want to be sad. i want to cry. but i cant. my body is tired. im tired. so if your reading this just dont comment dont like just leave, i wont be hurt, and i wont die, im happy deep down, im the therapst friend right, but i cant kms, my dad needs me, even if hes gone,, i need him and hes not here, he at the bar smoking and drinking, he doesnt even care about me, but i love my dad, and i miss him, i want him here, but hes not here, neither are any of my "friends" im all alone, and i always will be.