How I Left My Abusive (ex) Boyfriend

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illymation Anos atrás
Here’s the proof since people have fucking doxxed me over this. Here’s the shallow report the officer wrote.
Strawberry girl gaming
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non upload 3 dias atrás
Sharkyoutube 7 dias atrás
Me too im sorry this happened to you
Leaf 7 dias atrás
It says it's been deleted. : /
~GioGeo 8 dias atrás
this is just so sad
Anangelina Alatorre
FerraticaTheBard 2 horas atrás
People always talk about the 'fight or flight' instinct, but it's really three options, not two - 'fight, flight, or freeze.' The 'freeze' instinct holds you still so you can hide from predators, but in situations like this... :/ It sucks this was a part of your life, it's amazing you're able to talk about it now and help spread knowledge and awareness like this.
Boo Boss
Boo Boss 4 horas atrás
3:55 Why does he look like Maaz....?
Sam 4 horas atrás
“Age is just a number” And being suffered is just a feeling. And prison is just a place .
FaziTheIdiot 5 horas atrás
“Age is just a number” So is 911
Georgia Thayn
Georgia Thayn 6 horas atrás
we love you illy
wa:0 7 horas atrás
You explaining Haris. I just feel like I could snap Haris if I jump onto him like my cat does every 3 am
~LucyDoes_Stuff~ 8 horas atrás
i am 11 years old and this video (and the rest) would help me and other younglings spot red flags in relationships or for future relationships, i do feel bad for you experiencing that and that guy should be in jail for doing all of this to you, and also that police officer and the rest of unhelpful officers should be fired, thank you for sharing this story to warn others and have some content, also have a goofy goober medal for standing up btw 💖🏅
Dented 10 horas atrás
Andromeda Sparkle
Andromeda Sparkle 15 horas atrás
“Age is just a number” Oh yeah, and a kitchen knife is just a necessary cooking tool which can also be used for murder
GW Legend
GW Legend 16 horas atrás
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GW Legend 16 horas atrás
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GW Legend 16 horas atrás
Kris 18 horas atrás
Ok I know this is bad but the end kinda jumped scared me 😅😅
Rook Animations yt
Rook Animations yt 20 horas atrás
I just feel sorry like really sorry for you
Avery Ebenhoch
Avery Ebenhoch Dia atrás
Its never your fault
xskyerockx Dia atrás
Same abuse me your dead
Zaf Dia atrás
Why did you do nothing? If I were you, and calls me and messages, me I would straight out just block him and let him die but if i meet him, I would take something hard, hit him or something then explain to my parents later
シ. Dia atrás
it is so upsetting that some cops will be like: you’re too young, there’s no way this happened this is why so many people get away with abuse, because of police refusing to believe someone because they think they’re overreacting it’s extremely sad that people have DIED because of abuse, and lots of those people went to the police and have been told that they were overreacting
Sean McNamara
Sean McNamara Dia atrás
Hey guys
The Mayday Man
The Mayday Man 2 dias atrás
“I’ve done everything for you” You mean ruin literal years of my life and send me into a spiraling depression that ended with justice never being served? Suck it.
viintage 2 dias atrás
I just took a screenshot of illy holding buff mr clean Also funny story: my bestie was mr clean for Halloween, and we had a costume contest AND EVERYONE STARTED CHANTING “MR CLEAN” it was the funniest thing I’ve ever seen Sorry i just ruined the mood
Tell Imposter
Tell Imposter 2 dias atrás
God I wish I was as buff as Mr clean
EZ Mafu【まふ】
EZ Mafu【まふ】 2 dias atrás
This is amazing, I can't believe how brave you are! I had the best of lucks in a situation like that when my parents read the things some boy said to me trying to make me do things that I didn't want to do because if I wouldn't he would kill himself since he tried in the past. Since then I feel threatened when someone acts like a "sadboy" because I'm scared of that happening again. I am so grateful my parents actually stopped me... I don't think I would be as strong as you
Jøeÿ’s ŁPŠ Ådvëñtüre’s
I’m so sorry…. I’m ten.. I always feel like somebody’s watching me, even though that’s not true… I hope you get over it soon. It’s all going to be okay, this has never happened to me before, but you can do this. You got this, don’t be afraid. You’ll be alright… okay? :]
Nicolle C.
Nicolle C. 3 dias atrás
You are so strong for posting this ❤️ you are so pretty and talented and deserve so much. This can help so many kids and ppl in these relationships so thank you!
Hotshot 3 dias atrás
“Age is just a number.” *_And your address is also._*
Katrin Gehr
Katrin Gehr 3 dias atrás
God damn this is disgusting.
pIzburpnow 3 dias atrás
Did you have a car back then? If so why couldn't you drive home and u can use Google maps to walk home?
why you reading my name
Age is just a number Hell is just a place
Samuel Tieman
Samuel Tieman 3 dias atrás
He's built like drywall.
After Fall
After Fall 4 dias atrás
I never been through something like that but I have been getting cyber bully by this guy and he is bullying me and he was bullying me on Roblox which made me depressed given the fact that I was dealing with Stuff in the real world and he literally not to long ago I think it was like 48 minutes ago he found my channel idk how and he was posting negative things saying I should stop making videos and my channel sucks and I know that’s just harmless stuff he saying to my channel right now but I thinks this is just the beginning because on Roblox he was bullying me saying my life was useless and other horrible things and I don’t know what to do and he not stoping I reported him so many time and I’m scared that this will get worst I tried posting a video on yt saying what happening but I’m just a small BRvidr that barely have anyone watching I don’t know what to do please do anyone have any advice.
~ Ocean_Playz_Gacha ~
~ Ocean_Playz_Gacha ~ 4 dias atrás
I feel so sorry for u and I'm glad you have found a better love ✨💗
M.J.F studios
M.J.F studios 4 dias atrás
I hope you feel better illy and and if you feel sad god is always there and he will always be there for you
Gracie 7366
Gracie 7366 4 dias atrás
•Sage• 4 dias atrás
Xx Deku xX
Xx Deku xX 4 dias atrás
Your so brave never give up
Mia Alvidrez
Mia Alvidrez 4 dias atrás
Hi Illyssa. I'm so sorry what you had to go through with him. I just wanted to say thank you for the advice you've shown in this animation. You put so much effort into what you do and how hard life may be for you. So thank you for making these past two terrible years a happy time for me and my younger siblings Thank you.
Suga's 4 bag of chips he never finished
thank you for this, I know what u mean by some police are not helpful" bc i've been through it with my mom and it was so frustrating on how dumb and wrong some cops can be
Kopi Karmel
Kopi Karmel 4 dias atrás
Omg poor baby I’m so sorry this happened to you, it was definitely all his fault. 1 he forced you to doing so many things you didn’t want to, 2 you were underage, and 3, he threatened you. You couldn’t do anything. This Is Not Your Fault.
MarcTheCanadien 5 dias atrás
I remember one of my friends were going through pretty much the same story (Minus the sexual assault....) except I caught on a little earlier about 5 months when they were "Dating" I saw some weird texts when I looker over her shoulder but didn't think mutch of it until a week later where I saw her mood drop dramaticlly, forcing a smile, being late at school and class more often. I confronted her about it and she denied everything until I kinda manipulated (Like bringing up certain facts and saying where this could lead her in the future) her into admiting it, not proud of it but It just didn't sit right that my friend was being mistreated. After she came clean I asked her to give me her account info so I could do the talking instead, while I just gave her my account for the time being, 3 weeks passed and I tell her its over nothing will happen to her and or her family I promised her that, I changed her Name password removed our school name and grade on it and putting some other hobbies on it. I don't know what the guy did to himself if he did do anything to himself but after that he didn't even try to make a new account or contact her again, Now she's in an actual relationdship with a caring guy whilst I'm still focusing on my learning.
Hannah Smith
Hannah Smith 5 dias atrás
I also froze, and still beat myself up about it. I never really hear about other people who react like that. He finally realized something was off, and I was able to snap out of it and was able to force him off. I never filed a report because he seemed genuinely sorry. I ended up blocking him on everything and moving 4 hours away to heal. When I go back to that area, sometimes I’ll get flashbacks. Freezing really messes with you though. It makes you beat yourself up, and ask “why didn’t I do anything?” “Did he really r*** me if I didn’t fight back?” “I told him I didn’t want to earlier, but maybe he forgot?” Thank you for sharing your story. I’m so sorry you had to go through this. I’m glad you were able to get out. ❤️
Sunny Showers
Sunny Showers 5 dias atrás
I hate how most of the time, no one believes kids. That could lead to BAD situations
Psyco coz
Psyco coz 5 dias atrás
Thank you so very much for this u made us feel like we aren't alone thank you illy thank you so very much
PumpkinWave 3807
PumpkinWave 3807 5 dias atrás
I will admit being a 12 twelve year old I was completely unaware of these sort of things you have really opened up my eyes for people like this I am definitely going to be more carfull these days thanks😎
2:41 this slide disgusted me. you are so brave illy.
THEALLYKILL 5 dias atrás
I fell bad for you ):
Nany Khalil
Nany Khalil 5 dias atrás
tyrian roe
tyrian roe 5 dias atrás
selvin 5 dias atrás
What the fu-
Gabe Bridges
Gabe Bridges 5 dias atrás
I am really sorry this happened to you
Gamer's Adventure World
Sheesh, I have no words…
ava clepper
ava clepper 6 dias atrás
love your vids
Sarah Meredith
Sarah Meredith 6 dias atrás
I'm sorry for you
Studio S gaming
Studio S gaming 6 dias atrás
Haris is weaker than a baby that just ate Burger King
Alimations 6 dias atrás
I hope you know you are really brave for sharing this
Lazy Jackie
Lazy Jackie 6 dias atrás
"Age is Just a Number" And Snapping your neck is just a sound. Haris
Mandy Carter
Mandy Carter 6 dias atrás
You are amazing. Brave. Beautiful. Courageous. Bold. World changer. Thank you for giving a voice to so many who feel they have lost their own. Obviously the Creator intrusted you with a mighty purpose. Keep fulfilling your purpose. Keep changing the atmosphere.
JustKream 6 dias atrás
Harris: I’ll jump of a building if you don’t send pictures of your body Me: DO A FLIP!
KÏDX-SA MUSÏC 7 dias atrás
Round of applause for our brave sister for coming out and sharing her story,this dude doesn't know how to treat ppl I feel like ✊him and much love sister I wish you all the best ❤️
Katrina Ashworth
Katrina Ashworth 7 dias atrás
Girl, you need therapy, and to get higher standards. YOU DON'T DESERVE TO EVEN TELL THIS STORY ABOUT YOURSELF. You need a better guy begging for you 💅💝
Linnea S
Linnea S 7 dias atrás
Ima little blue man
Teddyama 7 dias atrás
I used to live in North Carolina that airport is in North Carolina it brings back memories of me crying when my grandpa left…
tony mcgrath
tony mcgrath 7 dias atrás
We need to call the police on the police
Artsy Emaru
Artsy Emaru 7 dias atrás
Why are there so many dislikes?!
Sharkyoutube 7 dias atrás
Michael i guess
Michael i guess 7 dias atrás
Im happy you got out of that relationship with Hummus
seth cooper
seth cooper 7 dias atrás
im so sorry
ivysterlive 7 dias atrás
im so proud of you babe
TeeVAnimationz 7 dias atrás
this video makes me feel really bad for you.
Cat chilling for the bus
I feel bad for you and he wither girl
Hi my name is Peyton
Hi my name is Peyton 7 dias atrás
The worst part of this is it happened for so long and ruined her entire middle school and high school experience. This happened since she was 13. Until she was 18 how is that okay. This story hurts me worse every time I watch this
Maximum Carnage fortnite rp’s
Good story
Leaf 7 dias atrás
Oh, wow. This guys a real ********. You fucking deserve better, and hella more respect.
Leaf 7 dias atrás
Oh my gosh my birthday's in September, too!!
May :)
May :) 8 dias atrás
when i was 9 i had a 14 year old "boyfriend" who also forced me to send pictures or he threatened to kill himself, i'm so sorry this happened to you, and everything else :(
EminemExplicit 8 dias atrás
Omg i live in NC
uchu 8 dias atrás
knowing i’m not alone makes me feel a bit at ease, i still need time to come out with my story but thank you for spreading awareness
Gamer's Adventure World
I’m just glad BRvid didn’t censor this video or even age restricted it, maybe the video was demonetized but at least it wasn’t censored. I hope ur ok as well
Minecraft plush productions
I’m so sorry this happened to you,I hope you’ve gotten better
Kayla Peters
Kayla Peters 8 dias atrás
Burn the ex
Callmeblue Gaming
Callmeblue Gaming 8 dias atrás
2:46 that would be wholesome in a different context
Alexis Ureste
Alexis Ureste 8 dias atrás
honestly i would just let him kill himself at the beginning of it but then again im the type of person that would yell jenga during a 9/11 documentary and yes i did do that
Iyah Nimer
Iyah Nimer 8 dias atrás
I am glad you are good now :)
SOPHIA GANESH 9 dias atrás
Maria Matinez
Maria Matinez 10 dias atrás
I hete Harris 😡 so much 🤢🤮
Julian Farmer
Julian Farmer 10 dias atrás
I know this is from a year ago but I want to say I’m sorry you went through that
Mahalaxmi~Gacha 10 dias atrás
"Age is just a number" And an electric chair is just a piece of furniture
kaylen 8 dias atrás
Mr. ShinyGiratina
Mr. ShinyGiratina 10 dias atrás
I hope your ex burns in hell girl you did not deserve any of this abuse no one does
{Nezuko chan}
{Nezuko chan} 11 dias atrás
Illy I hope you find so one
Tales of Table III
Tales of Table III 11 dias atrás
Thank you for letting people know about this, and helping to educate about this issue.
ChristieCat 11 dias atrás
You already know this I bet, but it's not your fault. It's NEVER your fault. I love you. Love from Scotland! I'm so happy you left him, and I bet you're super happy now. Dude if you ever want to visit bonnie Scotland, I will be your Glasgow guide, We have the best bars (fuck Edinburgh! Hehe ach, it's teasing but Glasgow is more fun!)
A vErY eXpensIVe frog
A vErY eXpensIVe frog 11 dias atrás
I have . For very little dangit speech less
Nathaniel Plays
Nathaniel Plays 12 dias atrás
Dude if some did that to me I will and I will kicked him in chuckin deez nuts
Kevin Weydert
Kevin Weydert 12 dias atrás
That guy is so horrible.
Gene Yager
Gene Yager 12 dias atrás
4:03 This needs to be quoted
Claude Louis
Claude Louis 13 dias atrás
Your sad man
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