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This is a long one....but it all needed to be said. I hope this video helps anyone that's going through something similar, and to know that you're not alone. I also hope this video educates anyone who doesn't know how pregnancy questions could affect someone who's dealt or dealing with a stillbirth, miscarriages, infertility & any other pregnancy complications.
Extending all my love to all of those who are suffering. Know that I'm here with you ❤️

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10 Jul 2018

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Kentessa4eva Hora atrás
I have struggled too... for many years and I experienced a miscarriage 3 years ago and I am still grieving. I chose to allow the miscarriage to happen naturally which resulted in 1 month of pain and an emergency vacuum procedure as all the tissue did not pass. My husband was not understanding of the effect of all this on me and I truly felt alone when all this happened. He would act as if I was never pregnant and I was being over-dramatic. I have felt so much pressure to live up to others expectations of having kids and I get very upset when people pry and start with the "when are you having children" questions. Most ask despite knowing about my miscarriage and our problem conceiving.... Lately, I dunno what it is but I am afraid to even try again knowing my husband may probably be unsupportive and I will be on miscarriage watch and bed rest. So many years have passed without another pregnancy happening that I have gone back on the pill. This whole experience has now made me question if I am meant and if I still want children.
Marilynn Martinez
Marilynn Martinez 7 horas atrás
Des, it’s been years since I’ve actually had time to sit down a see a video of yours! I’ve always love how down to earth and have always been drawn to your energy. I guess only people who have been through miscarriage really understands how saddening it is. In a lot of your videos I always noticed that there was always a little sadness in your eyes and i knew it due to your miscarriage. What people don’t see it’s that going through something like that, it changes people. Not because you want it that way, but a little of you dies with each disappointment. Im glad you were brave enough to speak about this sensitive subject and let our your thoughts and feelings. Mark my words, you will have a family. Just be patient and don’t lose faith. Good things happen with the time is right. Sending so much wellness to you. 2019 will be YOUR year✨
JULISSACOBO 2 dias atrás
doll...... try God I was once you, but I prayed and cried to God like and a baby and now I am mommy of awesome boy he is now 15 and there not a day that goes by were I am not thankful for my me GOD is awesome !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Katia Contreras
Katia Contreras 3 dias atrás
Thank you for making this Desi, you are so strong and you will be an amazing mother one day. As will I and everyone who is struggling in silence, God is with us he knows when the time is right. ❤️
DesanaRose 3 dias atrás
I'm literally living this right now😞😢. I'm so discouraged and sad. Maybe I needed to see this. Praying you and I both.
Aubree Ryan
Aubree Ryan 3 dias atrás
I don’t know how many times I can say thank you for making this video. Thank you thank you thank you. I know it’s such a hard thing to talk about because I’m there right now going through it and all I can say is thank you. I needed this.
Natalie Taylor
Natalie Taylor 3 dias atrás
You are so brave and so courageous. Thank you for making this video. Keep trusting in Gods plan for you and Steven. I pray he would bless you and you would feel comfort through this xx
Crystal Lim
Crystal Lim 4 dias atrás
If you can't get pregnant, it doesn't mean you can't have a family - there's always surrogacy or adoption as options as well
Tracy Zheng Brooks
Tracy Zheng Brooks 4 dias atrás
Desi, I have been watching your videos for years and this is by far the closest I feel with you. Me and my husband have been together for 8 yrs now and still no kids. It’s so hard when people or family to ask if you were going to kids or not. To the point I just start telling people that I don’t want kids. I think that is my way of protecting myself from feeling depressed about it. But deep down I really do. Now I just just tell myself it will come when God thinks im ready. Don’t feel pressured that you have to announce anything to the internet. Keep it light and stress free is the most important thing. :)
TheLittle599 5 dias atrás
May Jehovah God continue to bless you my prayers are with you you can check Justin and Rachelle channel or Phil and Alex channel you have 2 different points of view and out comes keep going to the doctors and do every test you have to it will all work out
Reshma Patel
Reshma Patel 5 dias atrás
Dear God bless this lovely beautiful soul with a child - there's always a reason behind everything that happens Desi - stay positive and if having a child is the best for your highest good, your higher self than God will never keep it from you... Just keep the faith that when the time is right it will happen. God keeps you from certain things as we all have experiences we need to go through. Staying positive and having faith can turn anything around. Ask for it and then release all fears and just expect - trust me it works being this way and you can truly have all that you want... God bless you and your partner, I wish you all that you desire xxx
Angy Jimenez
Angy Jimenez 6 dias atrás
I know it’s not for everyone but you should really consider getting a surrogate i am a surrogate going on my second time doing this and the happiness the couples feel when they see the baby it’s so rewarding we give the gift of Life to couples that can’t have kids and the baby would still be 100% yours
Makeupbyyaya 6 dias atrás
😭😭😭 God will give you all the desires of your heart Desi.. ♥️♥️♥️ God’s time is always perfect.
Stephanie De La Cruz
Stephanie De La Cruz 7 dias atrás
I have so much respect for you for making this video Desi, you are so brave for putting this out in public because you definitely did not have to. I will keep you and Steven in my prayers so that he sends that sweet angel your way. Stay strong and positive Desi, God has a plan for everyone. ❤️ ilysm
Siayonna Chhan
Siayonna Chhan 7 dias atrás
The day you uploaded this video, I was getting ready and I remember refreshing BRvid to see new uploads and this one popped up. I was so excited because I thought it was another tutorial, vlog, or something, until I read the title.. and I remember my heart hurting for you. Now I’m watching this video again because I found out today I’m going through a miscarriage and watching/ listening to you doesn’t make me feel alone ): I pray that you & I become mommy’s one day!!
Lynn Lattouf
Lynn Lattouf 10 dias atrás
I will pray for you and Steven Desi. Please don't be nervous, it sometimes takes decades to be blessed with a child. Don't give up!
Shararah Rayen
Shararah Rayen 11 dias atrás
girl you will have a beautiful child and many more lol
Adriana Loor
Adriana Loor 11 dias atrás
This broke my heart😔wishing you the best
Karolina perez perez
Karolina perez perez 11 dias atrás
Oh my dear Desi, I love u so much you have no idea .... thank u for being strong, even if you don’t realize it ❤️
Jessica Valencia
Jessica Valencia 14 dias atrás
Desi, I personally dont want children in my lifetime (at the moment) but seeing you go through and talk about this absolutely breaks my heart. I forget that some people really do want to want children and want that whole life they bring into your own....i have no words other than you are a very strong person w/ an even stronger following of people that love you an support you and genuinely want to see you achieve EVERYTHING you want in life. Your day will come some way some how. I pray God shows you in time why he has made you wait so long and that when it does happen you will be so happy and so blessed and so appreciative of the life you will bring into this world. I can only imagine the love and joy you and Steven will have one day. Just keep your head up , let God and the universe take the wheel and allow the blessing to come to you. I love you desi as well as ALL your followers, keep up your good work love
Sydra Mars
Sydra Mars 14 dias atrás
I am here from a LogicalHarmony video. Tashina mentioned you in ref to how inappropriate it is to ask if one is pregnant. And yea, it’s a SUPER rude question to ask and I wish people would just stop 🛑 and think of the impact their words might have. Just stop it everyone!!!! I thank you 🙏 so much for your raw honesty and see how much pain this causes you. My wish for anyone going through a similar situation, is to be super kind to yourselves and don’t put so much pressure on yourselves about giving the audience good news or to tell your mom she’s going to be a grandma, etc. You are so much more than just being able to give birth. I hope you can take a minute and realize what a truly amazing, loving and caring person you are for even making this video 💗Take time to focus on your own needs and screw anyone else who has anything mean to say. 💜 💜 💜 💜 💜
Sarahi Solis
Sarahi Solis 16 dias atrás
I’m praying for you and Sven. Desi you WILL have your family. Not before, not later, it’ll be when God seems it to be the right timing ❤️ don’t worry about disappointment, you can’t disappoint anyone. Just focus on your and your well being. Mental and Physical health is all. Please don’t worry about us we love you and know there are thousands of people who love you praying for you and sven.
Jilllian Castro
Jilllian Castro 16 dias atrás
Thank you for your courage to talk about this. I am going through it... I’m telling you, it’s like you’re taking the words right from my mind and mouth. The monthly feelings of any little change or twinge in my belly are straight torture. I read about how women who really want to be pregnant can trick their bodies into feeling pregnant because they want it so bad, and I feel like that’s what I go through every month. It’s so bad, that I have to take a pregnancy test a couple times so that my brain can be freed from the thinking about it as much and my body can move on. I had one pregnancy and 1 “missed miscarriage.” HATE when people ask when am I going to have kids, makes me get so emotional, you’re right people shouldn’t ask this. I feel for you girl, and I wish that all your dreams come true for you... thanks for assuring me and so many like me that we are not alone and it’s good to talk about these things. By the way, I just came across a couple of your makeup videos and became a fan immediately, thank you for your videos!
Anna Marija
Anna Marija 19 dias atrás
you're a true angel, stay strong lovely!!
Amber Black
Amber Black 21 dia atrás
Thank you for sharing your story. I am only 25 and my mom has had several miscarriages in her life including my twin and as I am progressing into a very serious relationship and a stage in my life where pregnancy is the next step I'm terrified. I don't think I've ever admitted it to anyone before but my body hasn't followed the "normal/typical" steps to womanhood which makes me afraid that when it is time and I try I may not be able to have kids. I pray that you will one day be blessed with children and I'm glad you felt comfortable enough to share. We love you Desi 💕💕💕💕
lejoy 21 dia atrás
This was so brave of you.Putting yourself out there on social media i'm sure isn't the easiest thing no matter how long you've done it.Thank you for sharing all of this this was an informative video. I really hope you and steven eventually grow a little family. :)
kelly White
kelly White 22 dias atrás
May God Bless you 💜
Meghan Mills
Meghan Mills 22 dias atrás
this video is so brave
Ansley Williamson
Ansley Williamson 22 dias atrás
thank you so much for opening up about this! You are incredibly brave and I feel for you and Steven. You both will be such amazing parents when the time is right. I'll keep you in my prayers. Thank you for your strength Desi!! We love you xx
marah massri
marah massri 22 dias atrás
Desi, what you’ve done and said is so brave and you are really a great person and i love you and steven very much, such a perfect couple. God bless you with a child and make you guys happy because you deserve it. I love you and i watch you always (i even watch your videos twice&more) and you actually got me crying the whole video i feel i’m so close to you somehow i don’t know . i will pray for you each day until you announce your Pregnancy that’s a promise!! Marah
Fal Gajjar
Fal Gajjar 23 dias atrás
Sending you hugs and positive vibes. Your a brave and kind human for sharing despite it making you upset and emotional. X
Patel Vinod
Patel Vinod 25 dias atrás
Alexis Villegas
Alexis Villegas 26 dias atrás
We love you Desi!!
Allie Matilion
Allie Matilion 27 dias atrás
My heart goes out to you, but deep down I know you will have a child. Patience my love ❤️😘
Krystal Allen
Krystal Allen 28 dias atrás
🙏Prayers of blessings to you and your family Desi ☮️💞🕉
Juliette or whateva
Juliette or whateva 28 dias atrás
Elle Jay
Elle Jay 29 dias atrás
You might not see this comment, but I really hope you do. I know this might sound crazy, but I promise you wont have anything to lose by trying it. Go on a ketogenic diet, give it 2 to 4 months, even more if you can. and during those months keep trying. I don't wanna promise you that you will get pregnant but if there is a chance for you to get pregnant then this is it. You have no idea the amount of people who got pregnant on keto, some of them even while using protection, that's how fertile it makes you. If a women is menopausal, she starts getting her period again on keto. Please, just please try it. Research all these different stories of people who knew they could never have kids and yet they accidentally did on this diet. PLEASE please just try it, you wont lose anything, the diet alone is just pure amazing, and add to it insane fertility?? Jackpot!! Best of luck!
kldruh 29 dias atrás
would you adopt?
Brittany Morgan
Brittany Morgan Mês atrás
I did the same thing to myself with 4 years with an old boyfriend.. things didn’t work out between us which maybe the reason I didn’t get pregnant.. the universe telling me it wasn’t the life for me.. years later I met my now fiancé and now I have two little boys 22 months apart.. I wish I could tell you that I know what your feeling and it’s all okay.. doesn’t help the inner battle I know.. we’re our own worst enemy sometimes.. but I have not a single doubt your miracle will happen.
Shelby Lomont
Shelby Lomont Mês atrás
God works in mysterious ways. I keep convincing myself that I can’t get pregnant.. I was on the depo shot for 3 years & I don’t get how i’m not pregnant with my fiancé yet. I leave for the military in March & I want so bad to get pregnant & start a family once i’m stationed. I can’t wait to see him light up if I can tell him we’re having a baby. his dad was murdered when he was 5 & his mother gave him up at the age of 8. so he never had parents & I know he will be an amazing one. Steven & you are gonna be amazing parents & I pray y’all receive great news soon.
Maitha Al Remeithi
Maitha Al Remeithi Mês atrás
I hope you get blessed with the most adorable baby. You will get through it and I can't wait 'till I see your announcement video
Erica Morales
Erica Morales Mês atrás
I miscarried 3 years ago, and were still struggling to conceive. It’s nice to have other people telling their stories, it’s nice to not feel alone. I hope you (and I) are able to be a mom soon. 😔❤️
Frau KPunkt
Frau KPunkt Mês atrás
You will be fine! Don´t stress yourself! Big Hug!!! Kisses from germany! I´m sure you will have a beautiful family! Believe in yourself! Give youself time Secrets happen!!! Stay strong!!!
Pamela Rodriguez
Pamela Rodriguez Mês atrás
Don’t give up hope ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
1musclovr1 Mês atrás
Hi desi, I just stumbled on this post about wanting to have a family and get pregnant. I normally don’t comment on people’s videos, but I wanted to tell you that this moment I truely felt your pain and I uncontrollably prayed for you from the depth of my soul. I don’t get god sometimes. He gifts those people that truely don’t deserve this amazing gift but yet you, a person that really deserve it and would be an amazing mother are struggling getting pregnant. I am a very spiritual person and every night talk to god and thank him for all the amazing gifts I have in my life. I really prayed for you. I know deep in my soul that you will be gifted with a beautiful child in the upcoming year(god willing). Don’t give up. You deserve to be a mother and will be an amazing one. I watch your tutorials all the time and love your looks and truely think you are a gifted artist, however, what I see looking at you tells me you are the most genuine and real person. I am hopeful for you and will keep you in my prayers every night. I promise you will get pregnant. Mark my words... 2019 will be your year... this comes from the depth of my soul.. I prayed for my sister to get pregnant and she just celebrated her twins (boy and a girl) first birthday, yesterday, and mind you she is 47 years old. I feel this in my heart that god will listen to my prayers.. please just tell me when you do find out you are pregnant, because I want to prove that my prayers do come true.... I love you as a person and will keep you in my prayers
BusyLizzy Mês atrás
In Jesus name, let it be!! 🙏🏼
Patel sandeep
Patel sandeep Mês atrás
Shumz Mês atrás
It’s so true that everyone is battling something so please be kind. I can relate to this on so many levels for myself and for so many people in my life. Thank you so so much for addressing such a normal issue.
Lauren Aleman
Lauren Aleman Mês atrás
My names Lauren and I've started following the Phil and Alex channel a couple going through journey of infertility and ivf . and I've been praying for them and now I'll start praying for you. 3 of my aunts had difficulties getting pregnant 1 aunt got pregnant right at 40 and had two miracle babies my 2 aunt couldn't get pregnant til about 43 and was able to have 1 miracle baby and lastly my 3rd aunt was able to find a wonderful surrogate to carry her miracle baby. As I told Phil and Alex. I've seen with my eyes those 3 beautiful miracle baby cousins of mine.miracle babies happen . sometimes babies just need help getting to you. I'm so beyond grateful that you have your brother and mom. My mom and I aren't close but my brother and I are. When I was younger we were enseparable.
Megan Giles
Megan Giles Mês atrás
♥️ that you have shared your story. This has helped me so much, in a way that makes me feel like I’m not alone. I have had a miscarriage as well and have always feared to have another one as it really breaks u! It will happen one day beautiful 😁 sending you, Stephen and your beautiful doggy’s love and light ♥️
Amina Cherrine
Amina Cherrine Mês atrás
Lord I’ve been here before. I know this exact feeling. I pray that the Lord gives you and your husband a family. I Pray that your womb is opened and that this all happens in Gods timing. May Peace & Happiness overwhelm you.❤️
Chrissy Moss
Chrissy Moss Mês atrás
My heart is breaking for you and your husband 😢😢. Hope is the one thing we all grab onto in adverse situations, keep grabbing. Multiple miscarriages would, maybe, indicate a physical problem but from all you have said it definitely sounds like a hormonal imbalance ie: ovulation. I speak from experience. I came to understand that the absence of pregnancies meant I could carry a child once my ovary hiccup was sorted. (Like you I had a miscarriage). It's such a soul destroying experience, I feel I cried for my history as you told your story. I am now a mum to 2 children. Children I was convinced I would never have. There's a huge age gap between them (wasn't plain sailing). Lice, light and happiness to you Desi xxx 💕xxx
Alyssa Lucero
Alyssa Lucero Mês atrás
Desi, I'm so sorry. I worked for fertility doctors for a couple years and it always broke my heart to hear couples' stories about how they couldn't get pregnant. You're not alone. I've seen some of the most miraculous things happen. Keeping you in my prayers❤️
lafabricadebodas Mês atrás
Crhisty Encarnacion
Your are blessed. ❤️🙏
shoppingbagtiffy Mês atrás
Awwww. Desi we love you sooo much! **Hugs**
I am so sorry God please bless her with a child
Aicha Sameer
Aicha Sameer Mês atrás
Omg this is so sad, you are so brave to even talk about it love you so much huge respect for you❤
brightside 786
brightside 786 Mês atrás
Don’t lose hope, God bless you, trust His timing 🙏🏼♥️ don’t pressure yourself and stress, try and relax and focus on yourself and self care, it will be when it’s meant to be xxx
Shakira Patel
Shakira Patel Mês atrás
Girllll .. have patience it will defo happen for you... god is the best of planners and he will give you the gift at the right time hope you’re okay .. it’s all about the timing hun xx hope you feel better and I hope ppl can understand that it’s a very sensitive topic and I hope your video defo creates the awareness.. hopefully it goes threw to some people xx chin up take care
Krena Singh
Krena Singh Mês atrás
Naila Basharat
Naila Basharat Mês atrás
I will happen don’t stress about it. My husband and I tried for 4 years and went to fertility doctor we had 3 unsuccessful IUI cycles. Then we try for IVF and today I am 8.5 months pregnant. I feel you I can relate, you’re not alone. It will definitely happened when it meant to be. ♥️♥️ more power to you. Don’t terrify. Love you. Don’t listen to people and just be happy. Good luck with your treatment
Astrid Verhulst
Astrid Verhulst Mês atrás
To share a story like this in such a powerfully vulnerable way... wow. Rest assure that you'll have helped SO MANY people who are going through similar struggles. You are a true gem.
Julie Schubert
Julie Schubert Mês atrás
Buy bulk ovulation tests on Amazon and test two to three times a day. I couldn’t get pregnant until I did this. Turns out I would test positive for ovulation at night but by morning it would be negative. I was missing my window for five years!!!
Brittany McDermott
Brittany McDermott Mês atrás
Thank you for sharing your story. You are so incredibly brave and this takes so much courage. This is not easy. It truly feels so lonely and scary especially when the want to be a mother is so deep in your heart. I have gone through the same emotional journey and there truly is a plan but I wish you all the best on your journey to parenthood as I hope for myself. Stay strong and keep your faith always even during those dark moments. Thank you again for sharing. You aren’t alone and it helps to know neither am I.
Louise Done
Louise Done Mês atrás
🙌❤❤❤❤ such a beautiful soul! Xxxxxxxx
Lovely Jay
Lovely Jay Mês atrás
Just the same way God blesses Hannah with a son he can do the same with you! Believe desi we love you 💖
Angel Phan
Angel Phan Mês atrás
I'm an ultrasound tech & this really touches me.. A lot of mamas come in with miscarriages and I always try to be the most support person that I can for them. It's such a vulnerable time for the moms. I always try them to help with cleaning up after the exams & bring them warm blankets, water, whatever helps ease them a little. It's a difficult subject but it happens more than people talk about. This is such a needed video Desi
Erica Morales
Erica Morales Mês atrás
Angel Phan it’s a beautiful thing that you’re doing for these women. I have to say, the support I got from my doctor, the nurses, the doctor and his assistants when I did the HSG, all the people aware of my loss really made me feel safe and supported. It’s important. ❤️
Marina Mês atrás
Cassandra Gonzalez
Cassandra Gonzalez Mês atrás
I keep coming back to this video for motivation... but my husband & I are currently trying to get pregnant and it’s not happening. It’s hard for me to pretend to be happy when it’s literally all I think about. Thank you for being so open about this, Desi!
alyssa delatorre
alyssa delatorre Mês atrás
You said in this video you hope that this video will help people. Today i went to a doctors appointment after finding out i was pregnant about a month ago. I went into the appointment with nerves but high hopes. Went into my ultrasound and new instantly that things did not look right. The ultra sound tech said, " hold on i need to figure out whats going on here." It took her a while but i already knew what they were going to say. This is the third time i have misscarried. So many emotions and thoughts take over at this point...but today i felt numb. J think even the Doctors were expecting much more. I left the hospital and it hit me...i could not bring myself to return to work. I came home and did not know what to do with myself. So i did what i always used to do....decided to turn on yourtube and watch tutorials. Already being a big fan i decided to check out your page and see what new content you had. This was the video that popped up first. I am glad you posted it. I would never wish this on you, and i will keep you in my prayers. I am very thankful however that you posted many of us feel the sting that you feel when we hear those comments and identify with the fwelings you feel. I would never have the bravery to discuss what ive gone through and to do it on such a public platform is admirable. Thank you so much for sharing yourself with the world!
Alessandra DiMaggio
im am so supporting you in everything you do
Victoria Jean
Victoria Jean 2 meses atrás
Lauren Hoyle
Lauren Hoyle 2 meses atrás
Desi you are such a strong and beautiful person and you constantly bring others so much joy, it is so hard to see you hurting like this. Just know that we appreciate how brave you were in sharing these feelings with us and making this video. I believe that you and Steven are destined to be amazing parents and I can’t wait to see your family grow. Sending so much love, positive thoughts and prayers your way 💜
Julie Pinedo
Julie Pinedo 2 meses atrás
Thank you so much for being brave and making this video. I’m praying for you and Steven to get pregnant at the perfect time. God’s plans are always better than ours and the most powerful thing you can do is to believe his promises. He’s the one who placed our desires in us , so he made you with the desire of having a family and I believe he wouldn’t do that if he wasn’t going to fulfill that desire. I’ve always wanted to be a mom and have a family too, SO strongly. Ive also always had the fear that maybe I couldn’t get pregnant. I just got married a couple months ago and we want to start a family, but a part of me is scared to REALLY try and plan and put effort, because what if? My mom had a miscarriage before me, like you said it’s so common, but no one deserves to go through that. Your story really touched me and I just wanted to say thank you for being real Desi ❤️
Daniela Vassallo
Daniela Vassallo 2 meses atrás
I send you all my positive energy and a big big hug honey. I love you 💖💖💖💖🙏🌟🤞
MC .Woodall
MC .Woodall 2 meses atrás
Sending love always.
Duchess Liz
Duchess Liz 2 meses atrás
My aunt tried for ten years to get have a baby because she kept miscarrying. She had five miscarriages. Then she finally had a healthy baby boy. A year later she had a healthy baby girl. A few years after that she had another healthy baby boy. And two years ago she had another healthy baby boy. She's 42 now. She was 30 when her eldest was born. Sometimes we struggle to start a family. We suffer loss. And heartbreak. And my heart goes to all those out there that have to go through such a rough time. I hope that, like my aunt, it happens for you.
True Beauty Ashley
True Beauty Ashley 2 meses atrás
Your so amazing! Keep your faith strong! I had 4 miscarriages and have two beautiful girls! You should look into a herb called dong qui it helped me i swear by it .. also more progesterone helps too! But everyone is different I wish you the best babe ! 💕🙏🏼
Ana Caicedo Macia
Ana Caicedo Macia 2 meses atrás
You poor thing! I am so sorry you are having to go through this. Sending you guys so much love
Pain Sucks
Pain Sucks 2 meses atrás
I haven’t even finished watching this yet but I just have to say you are such a strong women. I know that doesn’t help you but lord, the people you have just helped maybe even saved at your own expense is impossible to gage at this point. You truly are courageous. You have all my love and support.
Andrea 2 meses atrás
I am by no means a fan. BUT. My heart goes out to you. I can’t imagine going through something like this. I got pregnant at 19 by total surprise after a one night thing.. and I realize I’ve taken that for granted. If you feel you’re meant to be a mom. You will be. One way or another. Praying for you, sending a virtual hug your way.
Tony Ranko
Tony Ranko 2 meses atrás
Gods gonna get you though it what ever problem u have give it to God and he’ll work them out cuz I seen him do it may the lord put peace on yous keep the faith
Emma Viola
Emma Viola 2 meses atrás
Awwww, babe! I’m new-ish and had no idea, that this happened, I’m so sorry❤️ Even though I am very young, this video meant a lot to me. It made me feel like, I’m not alone. It made me think about, the fact that there is always somebody that understands how you’re feeling. I’m sure that this video helped someone! Also, I’m just going to say what everybody is thinking: YOU’RE GOING TO BE THE BEST MOM EVER! Once this blessing does come upon you, we will all be soooo happy for you, and it will be amazing! But until then, do your thing girl! Because we love you and support you, pregnant or not❤️ Btw, your babies will be the cutest!💛💛💛😉
S Gutierrez
S Gutierrez 2 meses atrás
This IS going to happen for you. I know this. I feel this. The timing hasn’t came but it’s coming & I am so excited for whenever that time may be & when it comes. Love you & Steven.
Morgan Merriman
Morgan Merriman 2 meses atrás
Desi, you’re amazing ❤️ thank you for sharing. You’re not alone 😊
Carmen Hernández
Carmen Hernández 2 meses atrás
I have trouble trying to watch your video because I had the same problem. My husband and I struggled for years trying to get pregnant. One day after 11 years I decided that I was okay in my heart to accept what I believe it was god’s will. 3 months later I got pregnant ! I know what you feel? The pain so difficult to explain, family and friends always asking you when? I never opened up about my fertility problems with no one. Now I have a beautiful girl, I don’t want you to lose hope... our miracle it took almost 12 years to became a reality, I know that it will happen to you too. Thank you for sharing your story, for having the courage to speak up about something that is so hard and personal. Gracias y muchos besitos
Chloe Book
Chloe Book 2 meses atrás
Thank you so much for sharing your story. You aren't alone 💛 when i was thirteen I has one of my tubes removed because it was blocked with fluid and punctured. The doctor told my family that there was still a probability I could get pregnant but that it would be difficult and i would be at a higher risk of losing the baby. I hadn't thought much about it until recently when I had really considered my future and the possibility of stsrting a family. I too, knew that all i ever wanted in life was to be a mom. Although I knew I wasn't ready to have a child, I secretly hoped I was and when i would eventually get my period I would be extremely depressed. You aren't alone, Desi. Your truth is going to help so many others. I wish you and steven all the best and what is meant to be will be 💛
gaga yufsky
gaga yufsky 2 meses atrás
Hey listen i know its hard for u and ur husband filming this ,i dont know when u will have babies bt im sure you will be a great mother just let ppl talk ,you know they talk if u dont have child they say wheres ur baby and when u already have they say wheres ur second?!!so its your life u dont need to explain and one thing:next time when you get pregnant dont say enyone and dont let enyone know even hide ur body as much as u can believe me its the best thing you can do before childbirth like kylie (my grandma sais its keeping u and ur baby from getting hurt)i dont believe that bad omen eyes exist bt i believe in bad energies. dont open up ur life for thousands ppl if theyre fans they will understand
Jade T
Jade T 2 meses atrás
This is so so hard to deal with... my mom had three different miscarriages between my siblings and I. It is truly so so hard but God has a plan for everyone. I’ve heard just tracking your cycle will help you familiarize yourself with what your body goes through and the feelings you get each month. You’ll start to realize patterns and that will help. But I truly believe God will bless you two with a beautiful baby.
Kelsey Kosmetology
Kelsey Kosmetology 2 meses atrás
You’re such a beautiful person, inside and out and I know you will be an amazing, caring and loving mother one day. 💕
Jessica Hello
Jessica Hello 2 meses atrás
Coming back 3 months after this video because I’m going thru the same things and I’m trying to find strength in your strength. You are not alone desi, I pray for you and this struggle quite frequently, especially since I have been going through this for the past year. I know how you feel and all the emotions and thoughts that run thru your head. God be with you, to give you strength and love and happiness. Thank you for opening up your heart, it means so much to know you’re not alone in a situation like this. So much love for you and Steven.❤️❤️
Dina Gh
Dina Gh 2 meses atrás
Same case Call this doctor he will 00442074861230 He can help
Hristiyana Peycheva
Hristiyana Peycheva 2 meses atrás
Have you checked your thyroid gland levels?very often the reason for not getting pregnant easy or miscarriages i
Hristiyana Peycheva
Hristiyana Peycheva 2 meses atrás
Is the thyroid hypofunction.maybe your doctor had already made this test.if not you should
Julie Kostas
Julie Kostas 2 meses atrás
What a great team you and your husband make. Wishing you future blessings. So nice to know you have such good people in your life 🌺
Jennifer Renee Crust
Jennifer Renee Crust 2 meses atrás
I just found you tonight on BRvid. This is the 3rd video I have watched and my heart breaks for you. I am so sorry you are going through this. Keep your head up. It Will Happen!!! You guys are in my prayers.
Hamda Khalid
Hamda Khalid 2 meses atrás
May God be with you... you will have a baby soon... trust no body but God
Melissa Trost
Melissa Trost 2 meses atrás
Thank you for making this. You aren't alone ❤️
christiane montenegro
christiane montenegro 2 meses atrás
Holà Desi , te quiero agradecer por este vídeo . Eres tan fuerte y tu experiencia me hace pensar en la mía. Creo que este vídeo es una manera de sentirte aliviada. Como te digo, tu historia se parece muchísima a la mía. Para mi fue un momento devastador de pasar por heza fase en mi vida. Mi pareja y yo pasamos años tratando de caer embarazada. Y nada... hasta un día que funcionó . En ese momento lo anunciamos a todos ! Familia, amigos etc... Nueve semanas más tarde lo perdí. Ese día fue la más difícil de mi vida. En ese momento cerré la puerta de mi corazón . Una amiga estaba embarazada al mismo tiempo, yo trabajaba con mujeres embarazadas y recién nacidos , todo el mundo esperaba tanto ese baby. Ya habíamos comprado una casa y esperábamos llenarla de hijos. Pero después de tanto tiempo ... ya estaba cansada de luchar. Meses más tarde fuimos a ver un especialista. .... bueno varios.... hasta que encontré LA BUENA persona para ayudarnos. Hablo de una PERSONA cuando me refiero a mi especialista. Porque tienes que sentirte confortable en la clínica que vallas. Mi Dr es alguien de humano que me entendió desde día 1. Allí fue que volví a abrir mi corazón. En mi cabeza una mujer nace para dar a nacer. Y yo ? Porque no puedo ?! Quizás no nací para ser madre. Quizás nací para amar los hijos de los demás. Quizás no es para mi. Porque yo ? Me volví obsesionada y no quería acercarme a niños o estar cerca de una mujer embarazada. Es horrible y te entiendo muy bien . Quisiera decirte que todo va salir bien. Pero sólo DIOS sabe y el elije sus mejores soldados para los peores combates. Te deseo salud y mucha suerte.
Monica C
Monica C 2 meses atrás
I am crying like HELL right now
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